Daktari92

Yesterday I had to put my rabbit down. She had a huge tumor and even though she hadn’t lost any of her feisty energy she was clearly in pain. So, after consulting my vet, I decided to end her life now that the pain was still bearable. it would’ve been cruel to let her suffer any more, out of sentiment. But even worse than making that horrible life/death decision I find looking at my other little one. We bought them (bro and sis) together when they were just 10 weeks old and they haven’t been separated from each other for more than 12 hours in their entire lives. My other rabbit is very restless and clearly confused why his girl

there are so many times a day that you have to say what you 'like' that it's hard to feel it anymore. Like the numbers on the buttons of a remote control it seems to wear off. To the point where you actually don't know if you still like all those wonderfull things or you're just saying it to comfort other people. It seems to me that everything is so focused on identity nowadays. I don't dissaprove of identity, I love it, but it feels like we're just creating instead of living them. F.e. Some days I want to draw something and I start looking around the internet for inspiration. Sometimes I am able to focus, but most of the time I just get los

Ponderings Wow. It's been three months since I wrote a proper journal. Still love this journal CSS though (made by my buddy LuxDani (https://www.deviantart.com/luxdani) )! A lot has happened in those three months, not in the least place the change from summer to winter. I kinda like the winter, because it gives me more space to think. For some reason summer heath doesn't spark a lot of inspiration or in me. It's more the time to do things than to ponder on stuff. I haven't been drawing a lot of noteworthy things in the past couple of months, just a lot of doodles. But I'm getting back on track, and hopefully I'll have more time to draw in the upcoming holidays :) I alrea